have i thankyou, boyf?

Boyfriend, have I thank you enough?
for always there to catch me when I fall
for always listening to my inner-child's ego
for always support me when I feel discouraged
for always there with me to live a little
but knows better about my limit.

Boyfriend, have I thank you enough?
for giving me little surprises
for keeps fulfilling my needs
for drive me anywhere whenever I dont want to.
and pick me anywhere whenever I am

Boyfriend, have I thank you enough?
for spoiling me rotten,and teaching me goods.
for a life-lesson and sometimes a tough-love.
for every times, dimes,
and silver iphone 5s.

have I?


this post dedicated for my ERMTS. love you!

kicks obssesion

printed nike sky high 2014

nike air max 2014

2 broke girls

"Twitter is stupid, and Instagram is Twitter for someone who can't read" have you ever heard the line? if you have, good for you. If you never heard that, well.. good for you either cuz I am here to let you know about it. and You're welcome by the way.

Those line were Max Black's from 2 broke girl. An american sitcom that i profoundly waiting every tuesday, to download. The series is set in the Williamsburg neighborhood of the New York City borough of Brooklyn, United States. It tells us about the tough life of a 2 waitresses, Max Black - a born and breed poor, and Caroline Channing - born rich malibu barbie, but turned poor as her father got caught doing the ponzi scheme. these two girl somehow became friends and have a dream doing their cupcake business as Max is a home baker, and Caroline is a brain of the business. Among those working with them at the restaurant are their Korean boss, Han Lee; Oleg , an upbeat but perverted Ukrainan cook; and Earl, a 75-year-old black cashier. Also featured starting late in the first season is their neighbor and part-time boss Sophie, a Polish immigrant who runs the housecleaning company Sophie's Choice.

I remember how i fall to this series is when Max return home and find her boyfriend and his friends listening to music on boombox banging their heads, Apparently her boyfriend, Robbie, is having “band practice” which is just a couch of weirdos listening to other people’s music and then “playing it in their heads”. 

BOOM!! LOVE IT ALREADY. (especially those packs Robbie keeps showing on the pilot. rawrrr.)

I love this sitcom so much. It always amaze me how they can put a very race-y conversation like its nobody business. Look at the diners member is very different: African-american, ukrainian, Korean, one day-shift gay latino (God forbid i forgot his name), and much else that come and go.

 this sitcom alse have a very smart conversation (which i bet also came from the chemistry of the actors) between the cast. The conversation could be very witty and have a lot sexual innuendo. which I found myself laughing. hard.

for example, when the pervert cook said "once you go Ukraine, you'll scream in sex pain" wth gross! gross but lol. 

Also i love how they are live in Williamsburg which based on my wikipedia observation basically a Mecca for hipster but Max Black has this hatred toward hipster. it is somehow funny. 

"Hipsters in Williamsburg will pay for anything if it makes them feel like they're in on something new no one else knows about. All you need's a gimmic" - Max black

here is another one on hipster 

Han Lee: Hipsters like karaoke.
Max Black: Replace the work 'like' with the word 'Hitler' and you have the 3 worst things in history.

I may babbling so many things on 2 broke girls but I better repeat some episode than wasting my time here. and I'm not a good story teller either. So you better download an episode, try watch it yourself, and have fun with the group of Williamsburg dinner.

Oh and its good to know that you can find yourself hot and motivated from a television. This one encouraging me to work my ass of like those two main characters which start from the very bottom. And from their cupcake business I found myself dreaming to open my own bar. My own reggae  bar. Whoop whoop!

xxo.

i just came to say Hallo o o o o

bubbye 2013, hallo 2014.

me walking forward to a better 2014 (bisa aje nad). finn's beach club,  Dec 2013.

This is my first post on 2014, and hopefully not gonna be my last. :)
I hang so much hope on this year. I even write those hope in almost every notes i got, just to be a soft reminder and a kick in a butt to not be a lazy ass. gotta werk it.

These are my wish list on 2014:
1. A scholarship abroad. This is my top priority. Not my goal, but my ultimate dream. And to conquer this dream, I applying in some scholarship program. I failed at first, just because some policy at work that requiring all applicants to have work at the institution for 2 years minimum (which i have not -yet). Not to be a failure, I applied again to other scholarship from Australia, which I passed the first administration qualification. And will have an interview in a week later.
I just hope God bless everything and be with me always in every step i take.

2. Reggae Bar Project. This is my project with le boyfriend to open a reggae bar because we saw a huge opportunity with it. Knowing that he has a connection with reggae community and also knowing jakarta has zero number of a reggae bar. A laid back up-scale bar that friendly to all range of customers. This project is a working-progress. Hopefully.

3. Tie-the-knot. well this dream were always in top three. but this year, it is in number three. because of this master degree i plan to have before all the wedding and family fuss.

Those are my top three wish on my list. The others are just some same wish i keep praying: like my mom's and daddy's healthiness, my working performance, my health, sisters' family, brother school and success, le boyfriend master program, his working plan. In addition, i also wish to get closer to my maker, and I hope this year i can maintain my relationship with pray diligently, read bible daily, and so on.

I also want to be better at crafting and home decoration. this luxury requiring a very diligent ass, which i have not gotten yet but trying to getbe one. Even maintain this small blog is tbo a pain in the ass sometime.

To sum up my 2014 goal, is BEAT THIS LAZY ASS OF MINE.

oh and the title came from Martin Solveig's hallo which were on repeat when i wrote this note. Toots!

7 days challenge

Hari ini saya memutuskan untuk membuat food journal setiap harinya. Ini penting. Karena setiap hari, hampir setiap malam saya tutup dengan perut yang kenyang.. dan perasaan yang bersalah. Bersalah pada dompet dan tentunya pada diri saya sendiri yang artinya akan semakin gemuk. Apalagi, hampir setengah dari uang yang saya habiskan untuk konsumsi larinya untuk makan cemal cemil dan minum-minum yang kurang bergizi dan sarat dengan artificial sugar. Oh.. sungguh tiada ampun.

Jadi, menurut saya solusi yang paling tepat adalah dengan membuat food journal. Setiap harinya, saya akan menutup hari saya dengan menuliskan apa saja yang saya konsumsi pada hari tersebut, seberapa besar atau banyak kuantitasnya, bagaimana rasanya dan tentunya harga yang harus saya bayar untuk itu semua. 

Pasti hasilnya akan mengerikan. Tapi inilah yang harus saya lakukan jika ingin menjadi lebih bijak dalam menentukan pilihan.

Food journal ini akan memberikan saya banyak pelajaran, yang pertama adalah untuk menghemat pengeluaran saya untuk makanan, karena dengan adanya journal ini, saya tetap keep track akan apa yang saya makan, dan rencana saya kedepannya apakah makanan ini tetap layak untuk di pesan lagi di kemudian hari atau tidak, dan apakah pengeluaran saya (di bagian makanan dan minuman) ini sebanding atau tidak dengan pendapatan saya.

Yang kedua tentunya memberikan efek kepada diri saya sendiri, yaitu memberi pengaruh terhadap kesehatan saya dan diet saya, karena semakin lama saya pasti akan lebih bijak dalam memilih makanan yang penting bagi tubuh saya. Atau setidaknya, saya dapat menyeimbangkan antara  junkfood  yang masuk dengan makanan sehat lain. Keseimbangan pun diperoleh. 

Yang ketiga, memberikan sesuatu untuk di baca dari blog ini. Mengingat intensitas menulis berkurang drastis, ide menuangkan Food Journal sehari-harinya saya rasa cukup brilliant. Dan mungkin akan banyak journal-journal lain yang akan mulai saya tuangkan. Tetapi, untuk saat ini fokus saya adalah pada Food Journal, yang akan dimulai besok diiringi dengan 7 days challange. 

Trims. Ciao.

Daily products. No promo intended.

 

I want to show you now my daily ingredients to my everyday look. Well you may not know my everyday look, i tell you that i'm pretty tanned especially after my trip to the beach. But i'm not regret every sun. I love the sun, and i love my color after it. But i still need this few items to get my color more even and glow. 

1. Nars duo orgasm/laguna. Well i love this dynamic duo. I put the orgasm first on my high cheek bone to show some blush. I just love this color and i bet it looks good on almost every skin tone. 

And i put a laguna bronzer to my... Damn what we call it. Cheek bone? Right? Is it though?I put it on my cheekbone to make a contour and make my face slimmer. 

2. Khiels #1 lipbalm. This is just the best one. No color, no weird smell, and no freaky taste. But keep your lip moist under those sun. 

3. Mac series Wonder woman brushes for cheek, eye, and blender brush. I always take these three with me

4. Mac series wonder woman make up pouch. Actually it came with the brushes.

5. Yves saint laurent tinted moisturizer or something like that. This is the winner. I love the color, a bit dewy, but not too much, and so good for everyday use.

6. Mac gel liner.

7. L'oreal sublime bronze lotion. I love it. To keep my skin moist, and glowy.

8. Obsessive compulsive cosmetic lip tar memento. I LOVE IT. I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wear most of the products in the car on my way to my daily activities, so i can help to took picture after. Here it is. (With bf). #nofilter #no360 #noeffects #comparewithboyfriend

Kisses xxx

One fine day

Phatong-Phuket, september 2013